This what happen when I'm alone ~

When I'm alone like now , there's must sooo many things I will think off , why I'm alone ,seems everybody neglecting me ... harsh without a reason why . I like to write my feelings over something rewritable , but at some point I don't think its good to be read for . How I wish I can express my loneliness like this . It's so frustrating when you know you lost it for sure , and it will be never be the same as you want it to be . :(

         

This is the feeling that I really don't want to feel for along time . LOOSING . Its hard . Sometimes , I wonder , do my friends really like to be with me , or just be friend with me because didn't want me to look like fool . One of my friends said . "You not gonna die , if you don't have friends here , be who you are" ... It's hard to be this lonely at the moment . Something just don't in the right position . Miss my old friend .

Tired of being somebody else , act like anyone else . Please understand me , please accept me for who I am . Sometimes , in relationship I'm the one who begging for understanding . TIRED of being this SHIT . 
Am I that bad to be with ?

Need A Key Of a Friends

To be honest , this is what happen when I'm alone , writing bout nothing , I wonder , did anyone read this ? 
Whoever you are ... 

Just keeping my self together with this quotes . 
"Don't afraid of goodbye , you may loose something good , but you might also gain something BETTER (#simplelovetweet)"